June 18, 2009
Feeling alot of anxiety about nursing school. Might need to cry. I dont know what I’ll do if I don’t get accepted anywhere. I know I should think positive but I just don’t know. I feel like I have a good chance but you never really know…then if I do get accepted, I know it’s going to be so hard. I know people go out there and do it everyday but what if it all becomes too much for me? It’s gonna suck living at my parents’ house and dealing with their shit plus school plus raising two kids basically on my own unless Mike gets his shit together before then and actually starts helping me like he’s supposed to. I don’t know…I’m gonna go read and try to calm down.